25 To day I have been busy at work and am now in Sarah’s room writing. I have had to give my dear little room up to Aunty and now know not where to sit down. I am in a perfect fidget to know where I am going to school & when. It seems as though I should fly when I think of it. I have about given up study for I can’t fix my mind on it when it is so uncertain about my going. If I go to Yellow Springs to enter when the term commences I should go a week from next Sunday. But Sarah will not go away for some time yet and Aunty will be here a long while and I can not have Mother with so much to do. Besides I am not ready. While I have been sitting here father has sold a colt the proceeds of which I was to have but I (?) I almost wish I could give up going to school any more it